School had started for 1 week already however, I am already feeling reluctant to attend school. I'm feeling stress for many reasons, too many until I find myself unable to cope with them.

Seriously, I don't understand why does the school have to implement such changes to SOH when I am in my crucial year. Time for breakout 2 or in fact, study period 2 now is shorten to only 1 hour and 45 minutes. Factoring some delay due to class discussion and lunch break, how much time are we really left with in order to produce our work.

Time = money, yes I know, but I feel that learning did not really take place so much for me anymore because all we need to do is to apply theories which now, we don't really need to research and understand them anymore. These theories are giving to us before study period.

Grading based on team's presentation. Is this really necessary? What I feel is that if we do not team with the good ones, chances for us to get an A is really slim. Free loaders will definitely be happy in this case before if the rest do well, their starting grade will be at least a B and the most they will be mark down by only 1 grade.

Evaluation is another thing. Yes, I do understand that facilitators will not be able to see everything happening in class but by making the face that getting A is so tough, will people backstab through evaluation?

The school always say that we need to look at holistic view to grade however, I feel no matter what it is, subjectivity is bound to take place.

Frankly speaking, I really wish to grow up faster, leave school and do things which I want to do. I want to have time to relax, enjoy and be happy of course. I want to throw away all the responsibilities that I am holding. I want to be free, I WANT TO BREAK FREE.

there are dreams i want to fulfil, you all hold the keys to opening the doors for me.

Last week of school holiday but doesn't seem like holiday to me anymore.
Meetings and meetings for this week and seriously, I don't want school to start. I guess, I will be slacking for my final year because I find myself losing motivation.

Alot of what if keeps flashing in my mind and making my really vex. Shall not be bothered by this for now.

Finally, I can remove the triangle plate in the car however, maybe won't be driving that car anymore. I hope I lose my bet to Alan! I don't mind treating him a meal + drink! HAHA!

Had been thinking and sometimes, I find myself being really a loser. I don't know why I am feeling this but ya, this is how I feel. There are many things which I want to do them good however, somehow they just ended up not to how I expect it to be.

Maybe I am asking too much, expecting too much, I don't know. What I know is this is doing no good to me because I can really get pissed off with myself when things fail. See, I'm a loser!

Anyway, had been working with love, helping my parent with work this month. We are really hardworking. Earned quite a fair bit and of course, I enjoyed myself working with love. This is one special way we have our datings.

Congrats love for winning big money from mahjong last week. YAY. Extra pocket money!

Almost one month since I came online to blog. Was rather busy with meetings and work recently and always reach home very late at night.

A number of things took placed in the month of March. Firstly, I finally went prawning! Though never really wanted to try out prawning but since there's time, I decided to give it a try. Went with Leen, Alan and Gen and the first time, we only had 6 prawns for 3 hours.

Second time, it was slightly better, 30 prawns in 3 hours and the last time 57 in 3 hours. We are getting better each time we prawn! Wahaha! However, everytime when we had to cook the prawns, I feel so sinful especially out of 10 prawns, 10 are still alive! OMG. Hopefully, I will not get punished in the future when I die.

Alan's birthday falls on the 23 of March. Of course, I wouldn't miss out his birthday celebration. Went prawning in the afternoon at bottle tree village and went to The sushi village located at Yio Chu Kang in the evening to have dinner. After that, we went Kbox and sing till about 2am!

I always enjoy myself when spending time with love and friends! The time spent is definitely worthwhile. Though I'm not really a very Kbox person, I tried to make myself sing as I didn't want to spoil the fun but at the end, I still enjoyed myself really really that much!

We shall look forward to the Kbox session with Carol, Chris, Jia Ying, Alan, Leen and ME! :)

Meetings and meetings for me this month for SLA and FYP. I fely very lucky because I have a group of very hardworking and friendly, easy to get along teammates. Everything is moving very smoothly for now and team, we will be able to do a good job!

Thinking about it, school is about to start really soon. Feel rather sian of school already, maybe because of the stress that I'm going to face in my third year of Poly life. Nevertheless, school is still going to start no matter what but I just hope I will be able to cope with my school work.

Didn't play much mahjong this month, only like once per week. Somehow, trying to not get addicted to mahjong because there's this saying, out of 10 times we gamble, we lose 9 times. So ya, money isn't easy to earn. Shall not spend unnecessary money for losing! HAHA!

Didn't post up alot of photos so shall do it all at one go!

you keep my flying high, reaching for the untouchable sky!

This card is really very impressive! I love it and it mean alot to me love! Thank you for the hard work and everything!

While waiting for "Breakout" to start.....

She looks cute to me! Muhahah!

Jewel Box. Many people said that we have couple face! I totally agree with them! :D

You made 20,21,22 Feb so special that they will be the most memorable days to me always! I love you girl! Big hug for YOUUUU!

22/2

Today is another special to me because of what my love ones had done for me. I shall elaborate.

Started my day by giving tuition and went to love's place to have lunch. Went to causeway point after that to have ice-cream. Yum yum!

Thought i'm very tired, love didn't allow me to go home and we went shopping at Causeway point. Haha. Window shopping is cool and we went to courts looking at electronics. For the first time we walked the whole courts looking at almost everything in there.

Back home and I'm totally shocked to see what my family and leen had done for me. A family birthday celebration.! Almost all my relatives were there and it's really OMG!! My parent and sister prepared the food and smell really nice, especially the chicken! YOO!

My sister bought the birthday hat and birthday deco and makes me feel like so special however, I'm shy to put on the hat! HAHA!.

As my cousin really enjoy the process of cutting the cake, soon after dinner it's cutting cake time! I feel so shy when they sing birthday for me but it's really a very sweet memories to be kept with me.

I really wanna thank all of you who had done so much to make this day so special to me. All the planning, to orgainsing to taking action! Greatly appreciated!

On the side note, thank you all who wished my happy birthday! :)

Happy Birthday to ME!

On friday, 20/2, love celebrated my birthday for me! First of all, I want to tell you love, I really thank you so much for doing so so so many things for me! The planning and the presents you gave me! I will treasure them all!

After meeting up, we went to Taka to have lunch! PEPPER-LUNCH! All along wanted to eat this because for quite some time since we last eat pepper-lunch. Yum yum!

Walk around in taka before making our way down to vivo-city~ Long day there and alot of walking! For the first time I walk around vivo for so long! Basically, we are looking for presents for me! HAHA! After a long walk, finally something caught my attention! Went to try the top and bottom and decided to get it. It looks really nice on me! haha abit of BHB here!

Love spent a lot on these present and I'm like feeling heartache for her! Sorry love to make you spend! Photos will be uploaded soon on the top and bottom she bought for me!

Dinner is seriously OMG!!!!! THE MUSSEL GUYS at VIVO! It's my first time there and I will definitely be back there again! Love knows that I love seafood so she decided to bring me there.
Ordered over 10 pieces of spicy mussel, seafood bake rice and a creamy pasta! The chili really powerpack and I can't stop eating! Thank you love for the great dining experience!

Went to Jewel Box after that! From the top of mount faber, everything seems so small and beautiful. Had ice cream there too and personally, I find the place rather romantic. With the light slightly dim and love songs playing at the back, i wish time can stop at the point of time, so that I can enjoy everything with someone i love! :)

Went up to love's place to receive my present at 12am! and i'm really speechless when i received the present! It's a hand-made big big card which looks exquisite. She spent a few nights to do it and it's really the best birthday present ever! The birthday song you sing, melts my heart totally!

thank you love for doing so much for me! i'm really glad i have you! Hugs and kisses especially for you! :)

21/2

My actual birthday! YAY! However, work seem to occupy my whole day. In the morning, went to give tuition to leen's cousin and they made cards for me. So sweet of them! HAHA! After that, went to Tiong Bahru to do some work for the make-up competition event which will take place tml. Went to queensway shopping centre to do printing after that and went to sembawang!

Wanted to buy badminton training t-shirt however, there's still no stock. Nevertheless, the trip to sembawang was not wasted because of the dinner! Sting-ray, lala and kang kong super duper yummy!

Leen and I were rather troubled of what to eat because we only have $30 budget. Still, the food is nicer than newton de seafood! The chili really hot man, until other lips turns red and sweating like nobody's business! haha!

At night, wanted to go prawning with the badminton friends but as there's many people there, we decided to go chomp chomp for dinner. Of course, I didn't eat anything because leen and I just had sting-ray and all. They gave me a big surprise! While chatting with the rest, weili carried the cake and they started singing birthday song to me! OMG. TOTALLY tio own by them!

Thank you all so so much for the surprise! I appreciated it greatly! HAHA!

you never fail to brighten up my everyday with something simple yet special!

A very special day just passed few days back and it's the valentine's day! Happy valentine's day to you love!

Went to Fish and Co for lunch. The food is yummy and once again we both eat till bloated! Wanted to have something cheap at first but we just can't resist the temptation. HAHA!

Shopped around at Taka, from toys to stationery, bags to electronics. Walked for a long time and we are good teachers because while enjoying our day, we bought things for our student (tuition).

Went to Zhong Huan for some bites. The milk tea there really thick thick man!! Chit chat while resting our legs after a long day of walking. While chatting, we realised time really files. Few months back we were talking about Feb and now it's Feb already! AND I'M GROWING OLDER! OMG! HAHA!

Time for exchaning presents! We made for each other cards that represent our love for each other and I brought her to Esplanade to watch the Korean Dance Group Performance - 'Breakout'.

It is a must watch dance performance and we enjoyed ourselves greatly. The music is great, dance is fantastic and there are many many many "WOW" coming from the crowd. However, the next time if you guys wanna watch this dance performance it will either be in korea or wait till they visit Singapore again. I'm sure they will be back!

Went up to her place around midnight to have some drink made by your mother! How fortunate am I! haha!

happy and enjoyable time spent with you. ily!

This is how we celebrated our 6th months, Haw Par Villa followed by No Signboard dinner!

Everything is sweet and loving holding her hands walking the whole of Haw Par Villa. Though it is kind of tiring after walking the whole place but still worth it!

Most memorable place will be the 10 courts of hell a.k.a 18 levels of hell. After going to the place, it makes me have no guts to do many things. Well, at least has a little bit of effect on me! Both of us still remember some of the things in there though it had been years since we stepped into there. Kind of memorable. Few years back, I was still a young boy running around, always needed my mother to hold my hands and now, I'm walking the same old place with someone special already! Time flies!

Dinner at No Signboard! Chili crab is seriously OMG! NICE NICE NICE! Ordered quite a number of dishes to the extent we nearly bloat to death! HAHA. Chat awhile while waiting for the food to digest. I really love the part of chatting.

Relationship is indeed easy to enter, tough to maintain. It's a two way matter yet a one way matter. You can live without it yet you can't live without it. Leen introduced me a song called "trouble is a friend". After listening to it, its title kind of make sense and I feel, trouble don't look for us but instead, we look for trouble. I just wish I can stay away from trouble because trouble to me is an enemy not a friend.

Finding myself having more and more white hair. I guess I need to go for a holiday, relax myself, enjoy myself, reward myself. Sometimes I don't really understand why am I feeling stress when I should not be stress. The feeling is kind of contridicting and complicated. I should learn to be a man!

i'm always looking forward to the next day,

for i believe the next day,

will be a better day!

i'm with love!