Today wasn't really a good day for me. Woke up at 6am to go to work at Clark Quay as office boy. Didn't really know where is the place, river valley building so I took a cab. It's suppose to be really near but the uncle didn't know where it was either and took me for a clark quay ride until the fare goes up to $13++

I'm really pissed off but well, he only charged me $5 in the end. Though I was very unwilling to pay but knowing he is still trying to make a living, I paid him the $5. Took another cab and finally, got the the place I want to go.

Looking at the time, it's still quite early so decided to have my breakfast, alone! Mac is the only choice there. Ordered coffee but didn't drink it, not even a mouth cos I promised leen I will try to kick this habit off. I managed to and really proud of myself.

Work is boring, mainly walking up and down, printing, filing, saving files etc. Was hoping that my phone will right cause I know my lovely gorgeous is awake. Msn while doing work. Not suppose to but ya, everything is legal unless you get caught!

Drove leen around to eat and to collect the watch we bought before sending her to bowling chalet. Everything's great. Went to E-hub and walk around, shop for stuffs with her friends too. Reached the chalet stayed for awhile. Not becos there's still time before meeting vivien to purchase logistic but mainly, I can't bear to leave.

Dragged my feet to the car and drove off to whitesand. While waiting for Vivien to come, suddenly feel so weird of being alone. Bought mac ice-cream, stood outside whitesand, finished the ice-cream, patrol FOC in the shopping centre 3 times, up and down! Finding myself ended up sitting outside B&J and fell asleep.

Went to but logistic. Fast and chop chop, got most of the things already. My mind just constantly fly to her and basically, I'm just walking without direction. In short, it seems like I lost my compass.

Drove to leen's place again, this time to give her bro tuition! Was rather late and her parent thought I wouldn't be going le. I hope he will do well for his exam tomorrow!

*even though it's just a short 18 days, you already play an important role in my life. The feeling of driving alone is so weird. I'm starting to hate quietness, starting to dislike walking on the street alone. I do not wish to open my eyes tonight cause when I close my eyes, I see you.

Love is sweet yet bitter, loving yet painful at times. Strong feeling of misses when the other half is not around. Having the drive to do anything with the other half by your side. I know cos I'm going through it now. You indeed colour my life effortlessly, with your presense and the beautiful smile!

"i kind of want to settle down with him" - I wun let you regret making this statement. =)

I bet you are feeling cold right now. This time, I can't be around to hug you to give you my warmth nevertheless, I know you will take care of yourself. 101% of trust in you!

Time seems to be passing really very slowly. Gonna bus to clark quay, alone. HAHA! Perhaps I'll receiving some sweet morning sms from you. Looking forward to 7pm.!