Celebrated Leen's birthday with the JIVErs yesterday. Hope you love it girl :)

Sometimes, I feel that I'm just a little selfish. How could I do something bad to someone I love most. I will do my part to make a change.

There's training today but I won't be attending. After POLITE, I feel confidence level drop to the deepest already. Needed some motivation to make me go training, maybe will be motivated after this week.

I know I'm not doing the right thing, not thinking the right way, causing people around me to be affected by me as well. I just need a little push from behind, I guess?

Lesson is bored, boring, bothering me! Seriously, everyday when I wake up, I will think twice if I want to go school. Never had this mindset before, don't know what is wrong. Someone tell me what's wrong.

Want to watch sing to the dawns. Seems nice! Shall look forward to it!