random

woke up in the morning, just feel like continuing to sleep. really tired.
not in my best mood today due to my tiredness and boring lesson.
hope at the end of the day everything will be better! looking forward to 10pm!

sometimes, i just feel that i have very weak mental, low EQ.
or maybe i'm just tired.
polite is coming soon and it seems like the team still not ready yet.
of course, this include myself.

the team had this dream last year after the polite ended, to be at least number 2 this year.
somehow, it seems like it is rather impossible.
maybe next year? or maybe next year i will no longer be in the team?

i wanted to quit badminton, having this thought at the start of the year because of my injury.
now it seem to be getting better but can't find my motivation to start training again.
i really needed to have sparring partner.

Jason Wah, if you happen to see this, i had always been telling my girl that you are the type of sparring partner i'm looking for. i miss those days back in secondary school. well, what's in the past is in the past!

was losing my sleep lately. took quite a long time before falling asleep and i'm thinking and thinking and thinking. off the lights and i'm finding myself sitting up to on the lights and this steps repeated itself for a few times and i don't even know what is bothering me.

13/10, Mon

Feeling sian cause it seems like a lecture day. I seem to be like the target for everything. Trying to be a nice person keeping all these inside me, taking the same approach, hoping tomorrow will be better.

Went jogging with Leen, did push up and sit up and against the wall. I'm preparing myself to polite like finally. Thank you leen for accompanying me exercise. : )

Was feeling really tired after all these, went back home and it's like power because at 10.11pm, an email was sent out saying that there's meeting today. Chiong the workplan which i'm suppose to present today.

Can't wait to get into bed!