seriously disappointed with myself, my performance in this year's polite.
lost 2 deciding games like what the crap am i doing.
will i continue to lose for the next 3 games, this is the big questions.

long time since i lose deciding games. the last time was in secondary 3.
i think i'm still better in single instead of doubles so i don't understand why coach just can't put me in single. because he think that i'm not fit enough? challenge my physical then.

yes i must agree long time since to go for proper training but that doesn't mean that i am not physically fit. whatever the matter is, really disappointed with myself, low confidence level now.

school recently is getting boring and i'm starting to have the habit of skipping classes. this is bad ya but well, haha hope this stress period will be over soon.

holiday starts from tomorrow but don't really have the mood for holiday however, i'm really looking forward to sun. the big day! really excited for it. :)

thank you for being around when i needed you.